Ok here’s another (probably terrible) attempt XP
Thoughts toil within my brain, swarming as the angry bees do therein the nest.
Whilst I ponder dreams and wonders, and meander throughout the mazy chambers of my mind,
they attack my peaceful soul with their natter.
Why must they tear at my flesh and chew at my bone?
What is their undivine precences’ purpose?
Sometimes it’s challenging to continue the attitude or facade of happiness. The deep hidden pains emerge from the depths and begin to devour all hopes, happiness, dreams, and will in life.
In these times it feels as though no one can assist, despite how they may try.
There is a mind barrier barring the way to expressing the depth to which it is drilled.
A pain pointless and reasonless.
I don’t want to whine.
I don’t want to show I’m weak.
I don’t want to how the sources of my pain.